Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I Caved and Took a HPT 8dp5dt...............................


BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm in complete shock! I'm over the moon. However, I feel like I need to keep cool until Friday's beta. I still can't believe that the positive pregnancy test belongs to me. It's incredible. I will post later after I've had a chance to fully absorb the fact that I'm actually.....pregnant.


10 comments:

  1. OMG!!!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!! That is such awesome news on this sunny day! I know I'm going to end up caving too since there are 2 pregnancy tests sitting in my bathroom already from my last cycle-LOL!
    I think if you got a positive this early you are going to have a great beta! Yeah!!!

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  2. So incredibly exciting!!! I dont think I will be able to wait either! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!

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  3. OMG, that is such a beautiful line! I'll bet your beta is high!! Woohooo!!! So happy for you!

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  4. Awesome! Congrats! Now go get one of the digitals that say PREGNANT! LOL! All the best!

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  5. Woo Hoo! What an awesome looking pregnancy test!! It's funny to think that one pink line can mean so much. A thousand congratulation to you! :)

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  6. Thanks so much for all of your wonderful wishes and warm sentiments. I'm pregnant! Let you all know what happens Friday!!!

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  7. HOW awesome! I'm so happy for you. Can't wait to hear about what happens tomorrow.

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  9. I hope you're doing fine dear! Your blog is so inspiring. I had so many thoughts on my mind before de ivf. It’s much easier for men to accept this. It will be their child, so why should they worry about such things? To be honest, at first I was completely against de ivf. I thought it’s unnatural and I won’t be able to love a baby of another woman. How stupid I was! This procedure was my only chance to become a mother so I persuaded myself to do it. Now I have no regrets. I look at Sammy and I consider him as my son and no one else's. We had an opportunity to give our doctor list of features we want to see in our donor. We mentioned hair color, nose and face shape, eyes, lips, etc. I should say everyone tells me my son looks like me! We told everyone, even our family, that we had simple ivf. No one can ever tell we used egg donor. Of course I’m grateful to our doctor and that girl, who donated her eggs. I will never forget what they’ve done for us! But I really have no feelings like my son is not genetically related to me or I feel differently toward him. Absolutely no! I love him with my whole heart! As soon as I knew I’m pregnant all my doubts faded away. I carried him, I felt him inside my stomach, I had toxicosis. I sang for him and read fairytales for him, I gave birth to him! He’s my son and only my! We decided we’ll not tell Sammy about egg donor. I think he doesn’t need to know that. I’m his mom and I’ll do everything for him so there will be no need for him to look for donor. Speaking about clinic, we had de ivf in European clinic. We had 2 attempts in general. I’ve got pregnant from the first one. The clinic also offers «packages» with 1 or 5 attempts. So we’ve just chosen «package», which suited us the most. I have no regrets! I'm the happiest mom in the whole world!

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